this memorial is created for our much loved and missed beautiful baby daughter jessica robin szydelko she is our angel baby born sleeping on the 17th june 2005 at 24 weeks gestation weighing 1lb 6oz she is every little bit perfect. 
remembring jessica's baby brother or sister gone to join jessica on 18th september 06 lost at 11 ( stopped growing at 6 ) weeks both very loved and greatly missed



                             
    
   



We miss you all.
Sleep tight little angels.



MY STORY, BY CLAIRE HINCHLIFFE

17th June 2005 my world ended my beautiful daughter left me, my broken heart, my dreams gone in the blink of an eye .My little girl taken from me.
17th June I gave birth to Jessica Robin Szydelko at 24 weeks gestation weighing 1lb 6oz she did not breathe, she did not cry. Jessica stayed with us until it was time to leave. We held her, we kissed her, we took many photos of her, We shared her with our family. I looked at Jessica I felt so much sadness all my dreams for my beautiful little girl gone, I was never going to see her cry, see her smile, watch her play with her daddy, stare at her in my arms as she slept. To have had a daughter die and be so young I have had no chance to even see her alive, losing my perfectly healthy daughter at 24 weeks was and is so incredibly traumatic. It’s hard to even find the words to express what I went through emotionally and physically.
Time to go, I was scared to leave her alone I was scared beyond belief to walk out of the hospital with my arms empty, having to leave the hospital without my daughter was the hardest thing I will ever have to do In my whole life!. We stood and cried, held each other to watch our baby go! leaving her, leaving the hospital alone.
I spent the following days as the funeral approached in a daze I felt as I was moving in slow motion I was surrounded by family and friends but I felt such emptiness and so alone with my pain and hurt. Everyone I felt was getting on with life I was in a world of my own the pain was and is raw. I want my baby, I want my daughter back my arms ached and still does to hold her, my heart aches to love her.
No parent should have to bury their own child I have never felt so much pain, to watch my partner Jessica’s daddy carry the coffin in which our perfect baby lay and to watch as he lay her to rest the tears in his eyes the pain that we both feel as we visit our daughter with flowers as we remember her our hearts broken for all eternity.
I have come so far since 17th June 2005 although it has been very hard a long road the months following her death I ‘ve cried in the darkness of my depression and anxiousness new situation triggers a whole new wave of heartache the depth of my grief is tremendous.









 this is for daddy  

   






 

     








   






An angel in the book of life wrote
down my precious daughter jessica robin's birth
and whispered, as she closed the book.... too beautiful
for earth.



sleep well, little one,
with every breathe we are kissing you....goodnight,
not goodbye!....x x x 



















           


     




This little Dove of Peace flies from site to site, please help it make a line around the globe by taking it to your memorial site, or give it to someone else for their site. Thank You.


It's lonely here without you,
We miss you more each day,
For life is not the same to us,
Since you were called away
                                                
Your resting place we visit,              
Place flowers there with care,
But no one knows our heartache,
When we turn to leave you there


   


"The mention of my child's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails 
to bring music to my ears. If you are really my friend, let me 
hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and 
sings to my soul."




     


I'm going to tell you something I hope you'll never have to know.  I'll tell you how a heart can break & tears can constant flow.  I lost my baby girl you see, an Angel in my eyes.  God chose to take her hand one day & led her to the skies.  But please do not forget my child she was a person too, And forever she will live inside of me & you.  So, please don't ever tell me that time will heal my pain,  Because not even time can bring her back again.  Just tell me she is happy in that land way up above.  She's snuggled in an Angel's wings all wrapped in her mummy's love


         


As Long As I Live You Will Live
As Long As I Live You Will Be Remembered
As Long As I Live You Will Be Loved..














Our children were a part of our lives and no matter how brief or how long their life span, we shared in their lives as we anticipated their arrival, shared their entry into the world, or grew with them as they grew. They EXISTED, they WERE, and they will always live in our hearts and in our memories. No one can ever take away that specialness of having been allowed to give life to our children, who, in death, have given the miracle of life more meaning. What if we had not had them at all?



   




 

















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precious one,
so small, so sweet
dancing in on angel feet
straight from heavens
brightest star 
what a miracle you are!!!!